2nd CHEMO TREATMENT

My second chemo treatment is tomorrow. When they called me at 5:30 pm tonight to confirm my appointment, in the back of my head I was saying "I can't make it", but what came out of my mouth was "I'll see you then". I don't know why I want to go back in so that I can be sick for another five days, after all I was just beginning to feel so much better. But I realize that for me to survive this with the most odds on my side, this is something that I just need to buck up and complete. After all I will be half way through with my treatments after tomorrow. Only two more remaining. I think of all the people who are much worse off than me and count my blessings that I am getting off easy.